Wednesday 25 February 2015

Nemigen


La vieille cité se traîne, hagarde et cruelle,
Dans les nappes de brumes qui émanent du fleuve.
Elle se souvient avoir dû faire un choix,
Il y a longtemps, alors neuve et belle,
Mais seules les conséquences et leur poids,
Quasi-posthumes, secouent ses articulations trop sollicitées
Comme une vile arthrose.

Elle était moins amère, avant,
Quand ses marbres étaient roses,
Même quand elle était au levant,
Même quand elle sentait le rance.

Il y a dans son air aujourd'hui
Des pestilences qui bouchent ses narines,
Une amertume qu'elle subit démunie,
Mais avec laquelle chacun se sent uni
Dans sa déshérence chagrine.

Soudain, d'une seule voix, elle se secoue,
Branle ses quais et ses dômes,
Exhume d'un coup quelques vieux fantômes,
Et comme une lionne harponnant au cou
Une vieille proie qu'on avait pensé morte,
Elle rugit d'une voix rauque et forte,
Un lambeau de chair en gueule,
Qu'elle vivante ne veut entendre plus
Ce mot entre tous si veule
Ce mot qui interdit tout salut.

La bouche en sang et secouée de sanglots,
La cité assassine se love de nouveau
Pour digérer sa pitance en ses sombres flots
Fière d'avoir retourné le mort en son caveau,
Une ultime fois, comme un pied-de-nez au sort,
Se vautrant un peu plus dans son malheur,
Un peu plus dans le souvenir d'alors,
Dans le ressouvenir de ses plus belles heures.

Wednesday 18 February 2015

The Sea Peoples


No other graver matter
than a piffling presence
or a downright absence
of dialogue
than a definite pick
between null and void –
unfair to say the very least
on that damned old sea

yet even then there is our
leaning propensity
to steer downwind
right under the weather
where muted voices are heard
muttering of softened catastrophes
when we bailed out a leaking ship
with a punctured thimble

Attention! Attention! is cried
quite forgetting
the mere presence or absence
of ropes and pulleys
midst the roaring of the waves
we add insult to injury
tend to our wounds with handfuls of salt

furl the sails! is heard
unfurl the sails! is heard again
we don't know which order is right
or if we heard 'light' or 'fight' or 'night'
we sail on a sea of silence
we sail away
we sail a way
the wind howls and the sails,
half-unfurled in the confusion,
are off the barking gales

land ahoy! mirage ahoy!
daydreams pervade the wake
we ought not to drowse
there are skerries to be avoided
we ought not to
but our wakefulness is scuttled
by reveries in broad daylight
flooded by eerie sunbeams
– calenture on the prowl –

we have hearts of men nonetheless
stout hearts of men honed in deserts
sharpened on seas
bled by mad wenches
filled with bad rum and snuff
and now with rheumatisms
and prone to snuffling
ether does that to us

and under ether the least shard of light
appears as a dagger in the underbelly of the clouds
under ether the least drop of water
appears as a sky-engulfing sea
the least whisper a world-crushing typhoon.

Eager to make a name to ourselves
like the peoples of the sea back then
we had no other possibility
but to take to the ocean
and choose between the silence and the fury.

Monday 15 December 2014

Magnitude of disorder


"I believe that life can go on forever. It takes a million years to evolve a new species, ten million for a new genus, one hundred million for a class, a billion for a phylum -- and that's usually as far as your imagination goes. In a billion years, it seems, intelligent life might be as different from humans as humans are from insects. But what would happen in another ten billion years? It's utterly impossible to conceive of ourselves changing as drastically as that, over and over again. All you can say is, on that kind of time scale the material form that life would take is completely open. To change from a human being to a cloud may seem a big order, but it's the kind of change you'd expect over billions of years."

Freeman Dyson, physicist (b. 1923)

Friday 5 December 2014

Fragment #13


Drip-dripping under the elm trees
after the storm
lashed words scattered
amid the branches
tip-toeing deer
amidst the wreakage
what can be salvaged
and the silence
the silence after the fury
its echo wreaking havoc
the forest not unscathed
to be healed someday
to be whole again
yet different
such was the force of the storm
such is the rage of the silence
which will last
subdued, hidden
behind what the content traveller
expects to hear.

Thursday 4 December 2014

Fragment #12


Last night, I went down in history
as the first man to go down in history for
nothing more than going down in history
just as history had just stopped.

Wednesday 26 November 2014

Brought back to Life


Today, my class had a test.
A simple test. On everything they'd learnt
this past year.
They prepared for this for two weeks.
Most, if not all, were ready.
And as I was looking at them,
going about the rows,
Amid the scratching and the sighing,
I knew that at one point
Life would happen to them.
I knew that at some stages
they would be as drunk as a skunk,
they'd be harassed,
laughing till they'd hurt,
they'd fall in love and have their heart broken,
they'd yell at someone, for next to no reason,
they'd have kids, be happy, separate,
divorce, cry and pray for themselves,
or for someone they love,
or for someone who's gone,
or about to.
I knew they'd all know their bit of shamefulness,
their awkward moments,
their flashes of treachery, of deceit,
of contrition, absolution, desperation.
I knew that most of them would never be ready for this,
but on the other hand no one is ever ready for life.
Life just happens,
quicker than lightning,
bitterer than the bitterest lemon,
sweeter than the sweetest kiss,
yet Life is that most precious thing
which ever happens to us along the way.
I also knew that they'd come to love and hate it,
to protest against its manifold proofs of injustice,
to groan under the buffets,
but in the end I knew they'd realise that,
as I was going about the rows,
as they were answering questions
for an ultimately stupid test,
years from now,
they'd smile and remember this bit of their lives
as one of those engaging moments when
all things are vested with a different shade of life
with so many layers of meanings and interpretations
that
after the soberness, the drunkenness, the elation,
the disappointments, the breaking and the healing,
the mess and the bringing back to the surface
Life would essentially be the same
for each and every one of us,
though time changes and levels,
come what may,
perspectives be grim or endearing,
life would be, all things weighed,
all paths considered,
such a mighty gift that
it'd be sheer madness to spoil such an opportunity.

Saturday 22 November 2014

Pated writer


"Wanting to meet an author because you like his work is like wanting to meet a duck because you like paté."

Margaret Atwood, novelist and poet (b. 1939)

Saturday 4 October 2014

Smile


smile when the wind comes
smile when the storm blows
smile when the typhoon roams
smile when the hurricane bellows

these are just transient phases of the flesh
much like the moon that waxes and wanes
– make this weathered country your own desh –
– do not endure the elements like so many banes –

smile when the skin is furrowed
smile when Man your ego berates
smile when rage is rearing its ugly head
smile when the pit of the stomach pulsates

these are just transient phases of the self
much like the sea that ebbs and flows
– erosion levels even the deepest coastal shelf –
– turn always toward the sentiment that glows –

smile when the fog smothers you
smile when the word hurts
smile when life stabs you through
smile when the blood spurts

these are just transient phases of the frame
much like time that goes back and forth
– no action will ultimately bring glory or shame
– no man can ultimately alter your worth

so smile, smile when the rain pours
smile when the sun shines
smile, crawling on all fours,
smile, when the bell chimes

Thursday 25 September 2014

Destroyer


None will ever claim to have destroyed me.
None has ever cast me underfoot.
None has ever dared raise their hand on me
or hurl words meant to hurt.
I am no weakling.
I am not one to fidget.
I am not one to budge
nor am I one to prostrate.
I am not one to show a weakness
for I have none.
None will ever harness
what will always be one.
I can play with my foes
and my lovers alike
in the fashion of felines,
I can swallow their bones
or just leave them in stacks,
stripped of their very import,
for I have power beyond measure,
for I have wrath beyond reckoning,
for I am a destroyer.

Thursday 18 September 2014

If this be the verse, this be the news


"It is difficult to get the news from poems yet men die miserably every day for lack of what is found there."

William Carlos Williams, American poet and physician (1883-1963)

Habits

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