Friday, 16 November 2012

The unnamed crowds


"In our world of big names, curiously, our true heroes tend to be anonymous. In this life of illusion and quasi-illusion, the person of solid virtues who can be admired for something more substantial than his well-knownness often proves to be the unsung hero: the teacher, the nurse, the mother, the honest cop, the hard worker at lonely, underpaid, unglamorous, unpublicized jobs."

Daniel J Boorstin, historian, professor, attorney, and writer (1914-2004)

Le sablier



j'ai toujours aimé contempler
l'écoulement du sablier
je peux y passer
des heures
c'est insensé
des heures entières
le sable autant que son verre
la même matière
égrenant le passé
forçant l'avenir
dans son étroit goulet
sans ralentir
ni faiblir
patiemment
gravement

ce rêve qui me tire de ma jeunesse
ce goût de sable entre le palais et la langue
la tristesse coincée entre les dents
comme un éclat de laitue sur l'émail

je sais que bon an mal an
mon regard glace le sang
de ceux qui croient
cracher le plus loin
je m'y emploie parfois
inlassable et j'aime bien

pour aller faire mes courses je coupais par le cimetière
de grandes nappes de soleil et de vent souvent
balayaient les rites funéraires et les allées de sable
et les stèles riaient à marbre déployé
certains noms ne cachaient rien de leur déception
d'autres arboraient des moues passablement défaites
renfrognées ou dédaigneuses
ce qu'il faut faire parfois pour ne pas mourir

entre les fissures des nuages
invisibles et imaginaires
les particules qui n'ont pas d'âge
défient les scrutateurs de l'air
alors qu'on croit tout immobile
tout s'active
tout dérive
tout s'enroule et tout s'empile
tout et rien et tout ou rien
tout est rien
et ceux qui croient cracher plus loin
en réalité ne crachent rien

j'ai vu les monts opaques comme griffant le ciel
les mers comme d'air liquide en constant mouvement
j'ai vu les déserts onduler comme des vagues
les hommes habiter les sabliers comme des maisons
j'ai vu nombre de regards perdus
déchirés ou vendus ou acheteurs ou déchirants
tristes ou rêveurs ou ripailleurs ou extatiques
sincères ou fourbes ou tranquilles
je n'en ai vu qu'un qui m'avait retrouvé
et la foule l'a emporté

depuis j'attends que le retournement
du sablier me ramène ce regard
que je n'ai pu oublier malgré les ans
ces yeux couleur de sable et de hasard

Thursday, 15 November 2012

Voice


"To learn who rules over you, simply find out who you are not allowed to criticize."

Voltaire, philosopher (1694-1778)

Thief!


"It is impossible to enjoy idling thoroughly unless one has plenty of work to do. There is no fun in doing nothing when you have nothing to do. Wasting time is merely an occupation then, and a most exhausting one. Idleness, like kisses, to be sweet must be stolen."

Jerome K. Jerome, humorist and playwright (1859-1927) 

Monday, 12 November 2012

To thine own self be true


"If you do not tell the truth about yourself you cannot tell it about other people."

Virginia Woolf, writer (1882-1941)

One of the


"A decent provision for the poor is the true test of civilisation."

Samuel Johnson, lexicographer (1709-1784)

On a blade of grass



I was born on a blade of grass,
Yet before the year came to pass
I could've turned into a cricket.
I grew up to become a man –
I clean forgot how it began –
Yet I'm as thin as a bus ticket.

A cloud fathered me in Spring
While the sun was a-turning
To get a better sleeping position.
The wind raised me like her kin
Made me float across the plains
As if I were a gamin o' the halcyon.

During that summer when I was born,
Fire undid stone, wind undid metal,
Bees wrought beehives the size of cathedrals
And bulls grew a new pair of horns.

Words broke down at the first spell of rain,
Showering letters like smithereens –
Untold stories laid still in brackish puddles.

Prophecies abounded in those bygone times.
One told of the cataclysm I spoke about.
It all happened in the wink of an eye.
The sound and the fury were unleashed,
Shaking nightshades on their stem.
Then some sort of silence prevailed.
Then everything stood still.
As if every sentient life form
Were playing statues.

Yet 'tis another one which mattered,
Which altered the very breaths I drew.
It told of my love for a poppy.
She turned out to be the prettiest thing I had ever seen.
She once said I was the only one around
Who was actually too thin
To shade her with my string-like self.
She smiled and smiled and smiled.

Satchels of time I had aplenty
Yet she made me live without her.
She left. She left. She looked sorry.
The end, which already comes too soon,
She made come even sooner.
Timesands trickling from the moon.

For one morning Poppy was nowhere to be found.
Never did I, or anyone, see her again.
As if she had never existed.
As if she had been but a dream.
As if she had been out of time,
All this time. All the time.
Words crumbled where her roots had been.
Butterflies did lose their colours,
But no other calamity befell.
For me the world an empty shell.
Lying face down in the dirt
Or wriggling into some fissure
And ask the stars if they'd seen her go.
Yet their vigil had been futile.
Not even the trace of a root was to be found.
As if she had vaporised.

I was born on a blade of grass,
One rainy Monday afternoon.
Next day my cheek was pressed
On the mirroring pane of a raindrop.
I sighed.
The weariness I felt then was the same as now's.
She had me wait, then she went.
She needn't have gone this far if she fled.
She should have fought if brutal force took her.
I could have gone through hell for her.
I would have fought God had He been the one to blame.
I cannot live without the possibility of her love.

I don't know where she was born.
I don't know if she loved me.
Did she have friends apart from me?
Can she know I rue the day she was torn?
Fact is: her smile shone like a star.
Her petals had the radiance of fireflies
And the promptness of lightning.
Oftentimes did the mist embrace her.
She never looked so bright as then.
Mayhap she deemed me too lean.
Mayhap she was all deceit and lies.
Mayhap she felt nothing but scorn.
Mayhap we are wrong to mourn.
Mayhap she hastened her demise.

Natheless she probably was
All things considered
Standing on a blade of grass
– Yes – the being I loved
The most.

Most of us


"We all have to rise in the end, not just one or two who were smart enough, had will enough for their own salvation, but all the halt, the maimed and the blind of us which is most of us."

Maureen Duffy, poet, playwright, and novelist (b. 1933)

Sunday, 4 November 2012

Under the wind


"We saw men haying far off in the meadow, their heads waving like the grass which they cut. In the distance the wind seemed to bend all alike."

Henry David Thoreau, naturalist and author (1817-1862)

Tuesday, 30 October 2012

Unquestioning


"The sick do not ask if the hand that smooths their pillow is pure, nor the dying care if the lips that touch their brow have known the kiss of sin."

Oscar Wilde, writer (1854-1900)

Silly little details

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