Friday, 27 December 2024

This is no longer home


On the train back to the old place

unsure if any memory is left there


Surely there must be

an old cigarette burn hissing

embers fusing with the darkness

a cracking bone echoing

like a stapler under

the father’s fist


Yet there aren’t any

even the scars

have stopped itching

so there must be little left

there to hurt, or even faze


Life then was unquiet and

demanded a constant vigil

drier than sunbleached grass

colder than any Arctic blast

storms known to claim lives 


Life, now, is a different kind of unquiet

seeking peace like one parched an oasis 


Yes, there are dark memories

there in the old place

but they do not — cannot —

open old wounds

these simply do not exist anymore

the scars visible only when

the skin is tightened or

under a magnifying glass

or tanned, gorged on sun, or

rippling under a lover’s touch.

 

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This is no longer home

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