Monday 15 December 2014

Magnitude of disorder


"I believe that life can go on forever. It takes a million years to evolve a new species, ten million for a new genus, one hundred million for a class, a billion for a phylum -- and that's usually as far as your imagination goes. In a billion years, it seems, intelligent life might be as different from humans as humans are from insects. But what would happen in another ten billion years? It's utterly impossible to conceive of ourselves changing as drastically as that, over and over again. All you can say is, on that kind of time scale the material form that life would take is completely open. To change from a human being to a cloud may seem a big order, but it's the kind of change you'd expect over billions of years."

Freeman Dyson, physicist (b. 1923)

Friday 5 December 2014

Fragment #13


Drip-dripping under the elm trees
after the storm
lashed words scattered
amid the branches
tip-toeing deer
amidst the wreakage
what can be salvaged
and the silence
the silence after the fury
its echo wreaking havoc
the forest not unscathed
to be healed someday
to be whole again
yet different
such was the force of the storm
such is the rage of the silence
which will last
subdued, hidden
behind what the content traveller
expects to hear.

Thursday 4 December 2014

Fragment #12


Last night, I went down in history
as the first man to go down in history for
nothing more than going down in history
just as history had just stopped.

Wednesday 26 November 2014

Brought back to Life


Today, my class had a test.
A simple test. On everything they'd learnt
this past year.
They prepared for this for two weeks.
Most, if not all, were ready.
And as I was looking at them,
going about the rows,
Amid the scratching and the sighing,
I knew that at one point
Life would happen to them.
I knew that at some stages
they would be as drunk as a skunk,
they'd be harassed,
laughing till they'd hurt,
they'd fall in love and have their heart broken,
they'd yell at someone, for next to no reason,
they'd have kids, be happy, separate,
divorce, cry and pray for themselves,
or for someone they love,
or for someone who's gone,
or about to.
I knew they'd all know their bit of shamefulness,
their awkward moments,
their flashes of treachery, of deceit,
of contrition, absolution, desperation.
I knew that most of them would never be ready for this,
but on the other hand no one is ever ready for life.
Life just happens,
quicker than lightning,
bitterer than the bitterest lemon,
sweeter than the sweetest kiss,
yet Life is that most precious thing
which ever happens to us along the way.
I also knew that they'd come to love and hate it,
to protest against its manifold proofs of injustice,
to groan under the buffets,
but in the end I knew they'd realise that,
as I was going about the rows,
as they were answering questions
for an ultimately stupid test,
years from now,
they'd smile and remember this bit of their lives
as one of those engaging moments when
all things are vested with a different shade of life
with so many layers of meanings and interpretations
that
after the soberness, the drunkenness, the elation,
the disappointments, the breaking and the healing,
the mess and the bringing back to the surface
Life would essentially be the same
for each and every one of us,
though time changes and levels,
come what may,
perspectives be grim or endearing,
life would be, all things weighed,
all paths considered,
such a mighty gift that
it'd be sheer madness to spoil such an opportunity.

Saturday 22 November 2014

Pated writer


"Wanting to meet an author because you like his work is like wanting to meet a duck because you like paté."

Margaret Atwood, novelist and poet (b. 1939)

Saturday 4 October 2014

Smile


smile when the wind comes
smile when the storm blows
smile when the typhoon roams
smile when the hurricane bellows

these are just transient phases of the flesh
much like the moon that waxes and wanes
– make this weathered country your own desh –
– do not endure the elements like so many banes –

smile when the skin is furrowed
smile when Man your ego berates
smile when rage is rearing its ugly head
smile when the pit of the stomach pulsates

these are just transient phases of the self
much like the sea that ebbs and flows
– erosion levels even the deepest coastal shelf –
– turn always toward the sentiment that glows –

smile when the fog smothers you
smile when the word hurts
smile when life stabs you through
smile when the blood spurts

these are just transient phases of the frame
much like time that goes back and forth
– no action will ultimately bring glory or shame
– no man can ultimately alter your worth

so smile, smile when the rain pours
smile when the sun shines
smile, crawling on all fours,
smile, when the bell chimes

Thursday 25 September 2014

Destroyer


None will ever claim to have destroyed me.
None has ever cast me underfoot.
None has ever dared raise their hand on me
or hurl words meant to hurt.
I am no weakling.
I am not one to fidget.
I am not one to budge
nor am I one to prostrate.
I am not one to show a weakness
for I have none.
None will ever harness
what will always be one.
I can play with my foes
and my lovers alike
in the fashion of felines,
I can swallow their bones
or just leave them in stacks,
stripped of their very import,
for I have power beyond measure,
for I have wrath beyond reckoning,
for I am a destroyer.

Thursday 18 September 2014

If this be the verse, this be the news


"It is difficult to get the news from poems yet men die miserably every day for lack of what is found there."

William Carlos Williams, American poet and physician (1883-1963)

Thursday 11 September 2014

Fragment #11


Your smile, in the half-light of the drowsy bedroom,
discernible in the thin shaft slanting through the louver,
is like a sleeping dragon,
breathing slowly through a century-long sleep,
never has sun shone through jalousies with such passion.

Saturday 6 September 2014

Corps

 
Corps-sujet (corps-je-ils-nous-tu)
Corps-dépendant-à-corps-défendant
Corps à corps
Corps-décor(um)
Corps-frontière (corps-Schengen)
Corps-fierté-corps-lié
Corps-re-source
Corps-ex-sculpture
Corps-citadelle (corps-Samarkand)
Corps-action-(axiome)
Corps-à-dessein
Corps-armé-pétition
Corps-ouvert-fermé
Corps-si-leste-céleste
Corps-cœur-de-pierre
Corps-de-contact
Corps-détruit-intact
Corps-sain-produit
Corps-vigile (corps-musée)
Corps-étendard
Corps-de-principe
Corps-muet (corps-secret)
Corps-sacré-corps-fin-en-soi
Corps-centre-O

thirty thousand people

The day was torn and  grim birds yet began to sing as if they knew nothing’s eternal and old gives way to new that man, one day, will fall ...