Wednesday 26 November 2014

Brought back to Life


Today, my class had a test.
A simple test. On everything they'd learnt
this past year.
They prepared for this for two weeks.
Most, if not all, were ready.
And as I was looking at them,
going about the rows,
Amid the scratching and the sighing,
I knew that at one point
Life would happen to them.
I knew that at some stages
they would be as drunk as a skunk,
they'd be harassed,
laughing till they'd hurt,
they'd fall in love and have their heart broken,
they'd yell at someone, for next to no reason,
they'd have kids, be happy, separate,
divorce, cry and pray for themselves,
or for someone they love,
or for someone who's gone,
or about to.
I knew they'd all know their bit of shamefulness,
their awkward moments,
their flashes of treachery, of deceit,
of contrition, absolution, desperation.
I knew that most of them would never be ready for this,
but on the other hand no one is ever ready for life.
Life just happens,
quicker than lightning,
bitterer than the bitterest lemon,
sweeter than the sweetest kiss,
yet Life is that most precious thing
which ever happens to us along the way.
I also knew that they'd come to love and hate it,
to protest against its manifold proofs of injustice,
to groan under the buffets,
but in the end I knew they'd realise that,
as I was going about the rows,
as they were answering questions
for an ultimately stupid test,
years from now,
they'd smile and remember this bit of their lives
as one of those engaging moments when
all things are vested with a different shade of life
with so many layers of meanings and interpretations
that
after the soberness, the drunkenness, the elation,
the disappointments, the breaking and the healing,
the mess and the bringing back to the surface
Life would essentially be the same
for each and every one of us,
though time changes and levels,
come what may,
perspectives be grim or endearing,
life would be, all things weighed,
all paths considered,
such a mighty gift that
it'd be sheer madness to spoil such an opportunity.

Saturday 22 November 2014

Pated writer


"Wanting to meet an author because you like his work is like wanting to meet a duck because you like paté."

Margaret Atwood, novelist and poet (b. 1939)

Saturday 4 October 2014

Smile


smile when the wind comes
smile when the storm blows
smile when the typhoon roams
smile when the hurricane bellows

these are just transient phases of the flesh
much like the moon that waxes and wanes
– make this weathered country your own desh –
– do not endure the elements like so many banes –

smile when the skin is furrowed
smile when Man your ego berates
smile when rage is rearing its ugly head
smile when the pit of the stomach pulsates

these are just transient phases of the self
much like the sea that ebbs and flows
– erosion levels even the deepest coastal shelf –
– turn always toward the sentiment that glows –

smile when the fog smothers you
smile when the word hurts
smile when life stabs you through
smile when the blood spurts

these are just transient phases of the frame
much like time that goes back and forth
– no action will ultimately bring glory or shame
– no man can ultimately alter your worth

so smile, smile when the rain pours
smile when the sun shines
smile, crawling on all fours,
smile, when the bell chimes

Thursday 25 September 2014

Destroyer


None will ever claim to have destroyed me.
None has ever cast me underfoot.
None has ever dared raise their hand on me
or hurl words meant to hurt.
I am no weakling.
I am not one to fidget.
I am not one to budge
nor am I one to prostrate.
I am not one to show a weakness
for I have none.
None will ever harness
what will always be one.
I can play with my foes
and my lovers alike
in the fashion of felines,
I can swallow their bones
or just leave them in stacks,
stripped of their very import,
for I have power beyond measure,
for I have wrath beyond reckoning,
for I am a destroyer.

Thursday 18 September 2014

If this be the verse, this be the news


"It is difficult to get the news from poems yet men die miserably every day for lack of what is found there."

William Carlos Williams, American poet and physician (1883-1963)

Thursday 11 September 2014

Fragment #11


Your smile, in the half-light of the drowsy bedroom,
discernible in the thin shaft slanting through the louver,
is like a sleeping dragon,
breathing slowly through a century-long sleep,
never has sun shone through jalousies with such passion.

Saturday 6 September 2014

Corps

 
Corps-sujet (corps-je-ils-nous-tu)
Corps-dépendant-à-corps-défendant
Corps à corps
Corps-décor(um)
Corps-frontière (corps-Schengen)
Corps-fierté-corps-lié
Corps-re-source
Corps-ex-sculpture
Corps-citadelle (corps-Samarkand)
Corps-action-(axiome)
Corps-à-dessein
Corps-armé-pétition
Corps-ouvert-fermé
Corps-si-leste-céleste
Corps-cœur-de-pierre
Corps-de-contact
Corps-détruit-intact
Corps-sain-produit
Corps-vigile (corps-musée)
Corps-étendard
Corps-de-principe
Corps-muet (corps-secret)
Corps-sacré-corps-fin-en-soi
Corps-centre-O

Sunday 27 July 2014

Tea-time


Tea has – and always will
be – spelt with an 'L'.
Why, you ask me,
quite rightfully?
The reasons are dead simple:
because it can serve as
a handy looking-glass,
because it may also be a well
with which you may your thirst quell,
but 'tis also a book by the fire
or a meal when times are a-dire,
'tis a long-lost child,
a brat you can't chide,
'tis a feisty woman on your knees,
a pouty Gill who says: “Pretty please?”
'tis a radiant Sunday afternoon
or a masked haiku by the moon;
tea is a deer throttled by a hound,
tea is midnight's fog on Edin's Mound,
tea is the books you'll never read,
tea is the crumbs and the birds you feed,
tea is a plane's fastened seatbelt –
that's why it can't but be spelt
on Earth, in Heaven and in Hell,
with anything but an 'L'.


I left a copy of this piece sellotaped on a concrete pillar in the Looking-Glass Bookshop in Edinburgh (fine place which I strongly recommend for the quality of the books, the warm welcome, the ready-for-anything spirit and the taste of tea I had there). There may be differences in the punctuation (same for the dating of the writing...my memory doesn't work wonders) and I originally left the title to be added by any potential reader, but it is essentially the same.

Monday 21 July 2014

The fight


"Why bother? We have enough
Cans to last us a siege
And water to have us laugh
At the very face of the liege!
There is no darkness we fear
There is no man that can us bend.
As long as we live we will leer
As long as we breathe there is no end.
They will see, those barbarians,
What it takes to be a man,
And to feel every human sentiment,
What it takes to shoot a man,
What it is to have delicacy and nuance,
What you earn by curbing your essence.
What they are, as they stand behind our walls,
Is beastly, coarse, and unlikely to make us fall."


Sunday 20 July 2014

Double dash


Like a dash of spilt dark tea
Over the bright tabled glazing
I run my lucid dreams over and over
Until they seem dry and exhausted
And then the real story begins

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