Friday, 22 February 2013

No other choice


"We should not write so that it is possible for the reader to understand us, but so that it is impossible for him to misunderstand us."

Quintilian (Marcus Fabius Quintilianus), rhetorician (c. 35-100)

Snow din



The snow is falling
falling falling
and I wish I had the guts to stop it
stop it and lashing, lashing
at'em with a French double bass bow
from the bottom of my pit.
Record-low
in the tank
in the bank
yet there is snow
falling
in peace peace peace
yet I hate the
coming from their mouth
for it means nothing
nothing nothing
comefroms the stage where actors
aren't actors playing actors but actors
playing playing pretending
being snowflakes on the swaying grass
embracing a bonnie lass
yet it's too late
too late
to dance.

What if we fell like snow?

Snowliness is the worst state of the mind –
shantih shantih shantih where art thee –
“I never meant to hurt them snowflakes, Officer, I swear!”
yet I lashed at'em relentlessly
the bow showed no dent, no wear and tear,
and the drysmeared blood on it most unkind
as it is of the irremovable sort
and the wind, the wind!
comes howling
reaches me there
at the bottom of my cistern
where we take turn
every century or so.
Mines comes now.
Mines comes now.
Mines comes now.
I have forgiven what it was I had to say
to the next reservoir-bound fey.
Perhaps the snowflakes will say.

Look up at the hollow shaft
watch the hollow specks
listen to the hollow voice
yet some would argue nothing's hollow.
How wrong they are. How wrong!
No throng, no raft, no decks, no choice,
but what dreams conceive
but what dreams allow.

For years I mistook die for dream
in we live as we die, alone
seemed to me a better line,
a better scream,
befitting the moans,
the whining,
the tears
we shed.
I was misled
waylaid
by the lure of the snow
damn the snow!
May it burn and drown
in the see o' darkness!

Pack the world in a nice urn
watch it burn, burn, burn
and the flare of the sun
has that effect upon the snow
chars the tea in my glazed flagon
blackens the base bow
ashens my brow
darkens my sweat
“I swear, I swear!”

Be hanged with'em!
Be hanged with'em!
The snowflakes gather
and chant, and dance.
and the world seems more hollow then it ever used to be.
More hollow, more hollow.
Aye, we can fall like snow.



From the floor of my underground tower
I can see but few hours
yet I feel them all, them all,
and sour is the frail
hurt in the small
of his offal.
Fingernails broke yesteryear
trying to dislodge the fray
I failed, I failed
dim is the snow, lightless is the day
they all fell like snow
down a hollow.

The hour is now.

Thursday, 21 February 2013

Contentuous


"Contempt is the weapon of the weak and a defense against one's own despised and unwanted feelings."

Alice Miller, psychologist and author (1923-2010)

Tuesday, 19 February 2013

One in a million


"The best way to have a good idea is to have lots of ideas."

Linus Pauling, chemist, peace activist, author, educator; Nobel Prize in chemistry, Nobel Peace Prize (1901-1994)

Monday, 18 February 2013

Movements of translation


"Translating is writing"

Marguerite Yourcenar, writer (1903-1987)

Big up to my friend Seb who posted this on Facebook to mark what could be a big step in my life as a writer, and not only as a translator.

Translating a novel is an arduous job, and like writing it requires a healthy lifestyle, diligence and, more often than not, having to force oneself to settle to the desk and down to the task. About one fifth of the book is done so far, but the amount of work has been tenfold as I had to research a part of history and of the world I had only dim knowledge about: Persia in the eleventh century. I read roughly a hundred articles on different topics, people, regions, battles, events. It connected with what I already knew and this is perhaps what I like best in my job: connecting things. Because everything is connected. Even picking up a German-made map of Persia in the fourteenth century (in order to find the old names of the cities, burgs and rivers, which change through the centuries, of course) can make you connect what you know with what you learn. Knowledge is like a multi-layered spider's web, only way more intricately woven, and not plane, but three-dimensional, for the webs criss-cross. So is history, and the world.

Thursday, 14 February 2013

Silly little details

  You said it was the way I looked at you played with your fingertips drowned in your eyes starving your skin you felt happiness again your ...